Friday, June 29, 2012

#74 - When You Put It Out There....

...it is out there.

When you speak and think good and positive thoughts, and when you do good and positive deeds, that energy comes back to you.

Yet to move forward, one can not believe that karma and spiritual contracts are absolutes.

The only absolute here is to keep thinking, feeling, speaking, and doing good.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

#73 - Where Do You Want To Die?

I would like to die in my bed ... and in my sleep....in my little cottage ... on the beach in Hawaii.

How morbid, you say.
It may be ... but it is only because if I see the end, then I can better focus on the journey.

Gotta get the vision board going!

My subsequent thoughts would be: What would people say about me at my funeral? What would I want them to say? How do I want to be remembered?

Have you thought about these things?

Yes...I AM moving forward....always.

Monday, June 25, 2012

#72 - I Wanna Go Back

"I wanna go back to my little grass shack in Kealakekua, Hawaii."

My heart belongs to Hawaii. There is an incredible abundance of aloha that I am missing.  This love is like no other. It is unconditional. It is deep.  It is strong. It fills my soul when I am there.

I see myself living on the beach...or very near the beach in either Kailua or Kaneohe on the island of Oahu. It is a cottage-like setting and a warm and safe environment.  I will make new friends in this part of the island that is virtually unfamiliar to me.  It is far enough away from my own family of origin and extended family members for me to be autonomous and independent....yet close enough to share and feel the love. I will spend my days hanging out...reading...writing...walking on the beach...strolling and discovering the little shops and restaurants in my immediate and surrounding communities. Maybe take a dance class...

Most importantly, I will reconnect with my old friends and with my very loving family...experience the aloha....grow old together.

That is my goal. Somehow I will make this happen.